This is a story that nearly didn't make into the last edition of Sian's wonderful Pick Your Precious and Story Telling Sunday, for it has only just happened - I am hoping just to squeeze in before the deadline. Sian, thank-you so much for all the wonderful support and encouragement you have given to those of us gathering at your warm and generous invitation for the last three years :) ...
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It must have been missed, during that long, delicate tidying-out of Mum's things eighteen months ago, tucked at the back of the drawer where Dad had not quite been able to stoop far enough to reach in. "Can you look after it?" he asked, as I lifted the well-worn black leather handbag up for him to see. His eyes were rheumy, and his hand shook slightly as he held onto the curved handle of his walking stick. "Look after" is code between us for give something away to Mum's favourite charity. "Of course", I smiled and laid my hand on top of his ...
The bag felt light, and I realised Mum had emptied it herself at some point before putting it away. All the same, I thought, I ought to check - she would never forgive me if I left an old tissue or receipt in it. Sliding open the zip, I gently felt around the soft silky lining. In the last little pocket, my fingers touched some paper and I gently pulled it out to the light.
There were two. The larger, a clipping of a poem Mum must have found somewhere and which touched her. She was a country girl born and bred, a farm lass; meadows, hills, curlews and gorse were, for her, home, and she taught me to love them too. The smaller, a little scrap of paper folded in two; and when I opened it, there was her handwriting ...
("And if perchance you see the red of the western skies, or feel the cool, soft rain, or smell the flowers I loved, then let your heart beat fast for me, and I will not be dead.") (The Welsh poet, Dylan Thomas).
I have cried a little, and yet am glad. It feels like a little gift from her, a reminder, a message, and precious indeed ...
What an awesome find! And an amazing gift.
Posted by: Cate | Saturday, 07 December 2013 at 11:20 PM
A beautiful moment and who knew little things could mean so much. Regards Kathy A, Brisbane, Australia
Posted by: Kathy | Saturday, 07 December 2013 at 11:35 PM
What a truly precious gift.
Posted by: Missus Wookie | Sunday, 08 December 2013 at 01:39 AM
I am so glad you checked those little pockets. I a have yellowed little card with a poem on it that came from my grandmama's purse and I treasure it. How perfect is her handwritten one :)
Posted by: Beverly | Sunday, 08 December 2013 at 02:16 AM
Oh, so glad you checked those little pockets. What a wonderful and precious gift from your mother.
Posted by: Gail | Sunday, 08 December 2013 at 02:49 AM
Oh, Alexa, it is like a little gift from her - a little insight into things she found precious and is now sharing with you as another holiday season rolls around! Thanks for sharing!
Posted by: Melissa Gross | Sunday, 08 December 2013 at 03:18 AM
Oh what a wonderful story. A perfect end to the Storytelling series.
Posted by: Debs14 | Sunday, 08 December 2013 at 07:00 AM
Crying a little myself here..it's so very lovely and for me of course the combination of being able to picture your Mum's homeland with the words from the Welsh poet? It's going to stay with me all day. Especially as I'm heading down the road that direction today. I'll be thinking of you!
Thank you so much for joining in to mark the last Storytelling Sunday Alexa. It's so very much appreciated x
Posted by: Sian | Sunday, 08 December 2013 at 11:11 AM
Oh, it is such a precious gift from your mother. Big hugs!
Posted by: Yvonne Yam | Sunday, 08 December 2013 at 12:34 PM
What a wonderful surprise to find that precious bit of your mums handwriting.The sentiment couldn't have been more perfect. I'm been thinking about my mom lately too! Thanks for sharing.
Posted by: Barbara | Sunday, 08 December 2013 at 01:24 PM
I've tears reading this precious gift you've been given. Something to treasure for sure
Posted by: Sandra | Sunday, 08 December 2013 at 01:32 PM
wow that is truly precious and what an amazing find.... totally meant to be xxx
Posted by: furrypig | Sunday, 08 December 2013 at 02:42 PM
What an amazing find ..and a truly precious 'precious' to end the year with
Hugs
Alison xx
Posted by: Alison | Sunday, 08 December 2013 at 05:00 PM
That really is a very,very precious find.
Posted by: Jacky S | Sunday, 08 December 2013 at 05:56 PM
ahhh, a lovely pick your precious. A treasure x
Posted by: Louise | Sunday, 08 December 2013 at 08:13 PM
Alexa, they are such beautiful words and I feel deeply moved on your behalf. A treasured gift and something to hold on tight to xxx
Posted by: sandie | Sunday, 08 December 2013 at 10:09 PM
Precious indeed. What a beautiful post - thank you.
Posted by: Prairie Jill | Monday, 09 December 2013 at 01:20 AM
What a precious gift from her.
Posted by: Susanne | Monday, 09 December 2013 at 01:41 AM
I am so glad you checked the pockets and found this precious treasure Alexa. You have reminded me of the connection we have with our loved ones and their written words.
Posted by: Amy | Monday, 09 December 2013 at 02:55 AM
oh goodness Alexa. What a find. As you say-a precious gift.
Posted by: Kjjc | Monday, 09 December 2013 at 03:53 PM
I bet you are so glad that you checked inside the bag! What a precious find x
Posted by: Michele | Monday, 09 December 2013 at 04:14 PM
I can't imagine that you will ever again see a red sky, or feel the rain, or smell one of your mother's favorite flowers without being reminded of this very special treasure. Precious indeed!
Posted by: Wanda | Monday, 09 December 2013 at 05:03 PM
Alexa x
This was an amazing find & now I'm sure every time you see a red sky,smell the flowers or feel the cool soft rain you will remember her & the moment you found this precious xxx
Posted by: sheena x | Monday, 09 December 2013 at 05:38 PM
Oh my Alexa - your post quite literally gave me goosebumps and brought tears to my eyes! I'm SO glad you checked the purse before you gave it away! Such a precious piece of your mother to hold onto!
Posted by: Cheri | Monday, 09 December 2013 at 06:04 PM
So glad that you checked the pockets and found those treasures x
Posted by: Becky | Tuesday, 10 December 2013 at 08:11 AM
Oh, Alexa, where do I even begin! You can imagine how touched I am that you have found something so precious that your mother had left behind. How lovely that you thought to check every last pocket and were able to find these beautiful pieces - just as it was meant to be, I'm certain! As I struggle with the same emotions over my dear departed mom, the sentiment in your mother's handwriting really touched me and brought forth tears. It's absolutely perfect, every bit of this post. Thank you for sharing such a lovely piece with us, Alexa!
Posted by: Deb @ PaperTurtle | Tuesday, 10 December 2013 at 07:21 PM
She knew you were needing something, or perhaps your Dad was needing a sign from her. They always know and respond, not usually in a way we expect.
Posted by: Ladkyis | Tuesday, 10 December 2013 at 08:47 PM
The Dylan Thomas piece just takes my breath away. Hugs to you and thank you for sharing,
Rinda
Posted by: rinda | Wednesday, 11 December 2013 at 07:27 AM
Beautiful, Alexa. Beautiful. Thanks so much for sharing.
Posted by: Helen | Thursday, 12 December 2013 at 09:53 AM
Thank you so much for sharing this beautiful and emotional story Alexa. What a precious gift from your mother, so special to find it tucked away, and the poem is wonderful xx
Posted by: Sinead | Thursday, 12 December 2013 at 09:29 PM
Oh! Alexa, yes a little gift from her, words that touched her and her handwriting too. Truly precious, Thank you for sharing such an exquisite moment. x
Posted by: Miriam | Friday, 13 December 2013 at 05:57 PM
Oh Alexa that is a guft indeed - I do hope you don't mind - but I wish to keep both of those lovely quotes - especially the Dylan Thomas, I am in tears here, but I feel somehow that these words are something I must hold onto. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing such a lovely moving story. J x
Posted by: Jennie-Wren | Sunday, 29 December 2013 at 02:51 PM
She meant for you to find them, I just know it. My mom is gone almost two years now and seeing her handwriting is more heart wrenching sometimes than seeing her picture xo
Posted by: SueTR | Friday, 24 January 2014 at 08:04 PM